Submissive, bottom only looking for a Daddy I can serve his sexual needs.

Mi persona ideal: I'm Kimberly Grace 43 years old I've been trans my hole life from birth. Being trans is not a choice. Its a part of you. I didn't wake up one day decide I'm going to be trans it don't work that way. When I was a child I always knew I was different but I never spoken out to anyone. When I was around 7 or 8 years old I thought I was the only person in the world. I knew I was a girl but I never heard the words Transgender or Crossdresser. Till became older, at first I was confused I didn't really know what I was so I took the roll as a Crossdresser till I had to learn about myself. And till this day I'm still learning about myself. I've tried to live the male roll and blend in, but deep down inside it was slowly killing me. Unhappy and sad everyday because I wanted more in my life. I would hide in hotels afraid of the world, lights turned off peaking out the window but never had the power to walk out the door. Now I've become stronger I go out in public and talk to people. And its an amazing feeling. I speak as if we are two different people because we are. I've push her away for so long but she was always there in my heart and she would come back stronger every time. So I made a choice to hand my life over to her and let her be in charge. Let her shine. In my life I'm Trapped, in one hand continue living in sadness hiding her from my family and friends. And the other hand break free from my chains and be set free. So I've hit a crossroad in my life. In order for me to truly be happy ill need to be forced to disappear from my peers. I don't have the strength to speak out and tell about my life. When I make this choice and in time I will. I can never return back home to see or speak to my family and friends. I want me to be remembered not hated and judged. People fear what they don't understand. I've lived 41 years in sadness and in hiding I can't handle another 41 more. One day I'll ill be gone. Ill blast the song Free bird and just go and hit the road and don't look back.