I started dressig in elementary school. One night I heard my parents having sex. I remember my mom was going crazy moaning begging my dad not to stop. My dad was just talking mom was crazy . I remember thinking she was getting the best part of it . I wanted to feel like she did. I started snooping around trying on her panties bra. As I got older I was home alone more I would wear her lingerie and watch porn on VHS I found in her nightstand. Same thing the girls were having the best time. So I would be in lingerie in front of dresser mirror playing with her dildo doing everything I saw the girls in the video doing. I couldn't wait to be alone at home . I kept it to myself till my mid 30's I couldn't take it and had to have the real thing. I still hide my fem side and don't get to play as much as I like. But I can't stop thinking about the videos and I need to be just like them .

Mi persona ideal: A man or men who are clean safe and want to make my dreams of being a cum slut come true use me up and give me more . I can't stop thinking about swallowing a Hot Load of cum after being fucked hard .

Please help me I am not above begging.